February 2012
You know, you out of all people I wish would just be happy for me for once. Just because you didn’t get something you wanted doesn’t mean other people aren’t deserving of it, too. I really hate when you take something important to me and bash it until it seems non significant. It’s just a big deal because you didn’t win, for once in your life.
bases for normal people:
1st: kissing
2nd: touching
3rd: oral
home run: sex
bases for me:
1st: knowing each other's existence
2nd: breathing the same air
3rd: eye contact
home run: speaking to each other
1 tag
I never show my affection to anyone
Maybe that’s why there’s always someone better
because I don’t try
for anyone
or anything
ever
Me when I go out: I should've stayed home
Me when I stay home: I should've gone out
Me when i'm around people: i want to be alone
Me when i'm alone: I want to be around people.
You know what sucks? knowing so many people who are so fucking deserving that don’t necessarily get “treated” the way that they should. I feel like so many people go the extra mile in doing things and for what? I know that there isn’t a “reward” for being kind or considerate or simply pleasant but my God do I wish there was. There’s so many cowardly people...
bettah:
You and Me - Penny & The Quarters
I found out this weekend that I liked being alone better than being with anybody that I know
that is not good…
“You know, it’s quite a job to start loving somebody. You have to have energy,...”
– Jean-Paul Sartre (via theoldludwigvan)
“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know...”
– The Perks of being a Wallflower- Stephen Chbosky (via iamkrystie)
